Laura Week 9 & 10

Got depressed last week again no lose for week 9, tried to forget about it and did a good job because I did not get on the blog.  This Monday also, NOTHING!  Is it over yet??? I know the difference is my running - if I don't run and just do pilates and walking/hiking/or casual bike ride it does not work for me.  I will try harder this week.  So not sure of total will figure it out - I really thought I was prepared but guess not.